22 November 2009
After one month of staying in SICU, my father still have not recover from the illness and some how getting worse. My whole family and including my relatives were worry about him when he can be discharge from SICU as it will getting worse if he continue staying SICU.
Some of his brothers feel like giving up on him of getting treatment but I don't think this way because if there is any slim percent of surviving, I will not give up. Because of this problem, I have to give up a very good opportunity of going oversea for attachment as normally the oversea attachment need to have a high GPA but not for this.
Although a bit pity but my father's health is much more important. In life, some time you need to give up such good opportunity. So I wouldn't blame anyone because this is still my choice of choosing.
Hoping my father would recover soon.
18 November 2009
This few days, I was feeling very helpless and useless as some problem have occur in my family. Really very tired... Feel like taking some days off and doing nothing at home but this will never happen as I have plenty of work to do and problem need to solve.
This whole month was a busy as my father still admitted to hospital and have not discharge yet. I really need someone to lend me their shoulder to rely on, I need someone to comfort me when I'm feeling low. When this can be gone far away from me. What can I do now! What can I do now! What can I do now!!!....
I now praying very hard let to the bad luck can be chase away and let the good and good fortune to come along with me... What can I do now is keep on learn new songs so that I can keep away my stress and unhappiness...
