16 August 2008
I so happy that I meeting my god children Xin Yi, Jun Shen and Geng Tao to watch movie as we long time never being to watch a movie or went for a walk. Although in the cinema, Geng Tao was sat quite away from us as her friends also watching movie with us but I can sense that we are watching movie together.
Being their daddy, I only want that three of them can be united as one whenever anythings happen to them or me. I cherish this time and moment to be together as them to watch movie just only two and half hours but I think is enough for me to be together.
After watching movie, my younger god daughter Geng Tao got to went home early so only my elder daughter and son, Xin Yi and Jun Shen. We went to popular book store to buy some stuff and I hear that my son wanted to convent to Christianity but I a bit not happy because most of his god family and also his family are Buddhist and he is the only Christian. Although I keeping say that is ok with me but in my heart, I was quite mind that he convent.
I know that I'm like that kind older people don't like their own children convent to other religion which they already in. But he want to convent, I don't think I can say. But I really hope that before he convent and he got to seriously think about before he do it.
12 August 2008
Alex, you have did a great job of handling your god children. They have already grown up as young adult, they have their own problem. So no need to blame yourself OK? I know that you have been worry since last year and I think you have worry too much about your god children.
You must relax and let them face their own problem. I believe that whenever they need this god father, they will come and find you want cause they know that you have a lot of stuff need to handled and I know that they being a great god children and understandable children as they know that their father is busy with work so they think that small matters which they can handle, they will handle themselves.
So don't worry too much, try to be yourself and think that your god children are the clever and sensible children. So don't blame yourself leh...
Signing off
Angel Alex :)
11 August 2008
Today I was happily went out for my tuition and after that I went to meet my god children, Xin Yi and Jun Shen for lunch. At first I was quite happy to meet them but out of sudden that I got this strange feeling that I feel that they are not my god children, they are just a normal strangers to me. Not the god children who I know especially my god son.
I'm just a nobody and I'm the person who is not welcome to you all, when you all need me then you all call me; when you all don't need me, then you all call me go away, feel like I worse then a dog but at least got people to care but not your daddy. You know that your daddy every single pray very hard that you all can live peace and happily but I don't think you all have think of your daddy.
Daddy know that all of us are too busy with our study especially me as I have a lot of stuff I need to settle but why I have this kind of strange feeling. If you all think I'm not suitable to be your god father that just tell me can.
I know that we can't go back to last time like a happy family anymore. I know that I can't help you all but at least let me know what happen to you all and DON'T let me worry like stupid person can? Do you all know that it has already hurt my feeling and is really very bad that my heart has already broken into half or pieces for long.
I think I'm just being a failure to be your god father.... I think I can't be a good and caring god daddy. I HATE MYSELF!!!!!! HATE IT MAN!!!! :'( :'( :'(
07 August 2008
Haha... Today is another happy day, as today was School of Business turn to perform and they have did a great job. All their performers are very wonderful then all the performers from AHS, Engineering and EIT.
After few hours of waiting, the result has out and the best performer and the champion all go to School of Business. Wow... Congratulation to Business School... They have done a great job... Congratulation to Natri and Hana...
Although my school never win this Inter-School competition, but I think that all my performers are the winner...
06 August 2008
Yo... Today I was very happy and touch my EIT performers and helpers as they give me a lot of surprise and the surprise was really big until I cry out for three times. Oh my god... I'm so embarrassed. Hehe... But one thing I know that all my hard work has never went into the drain.
I really want to thank all my performers for all their hard work to put up a good show, all my teachers-in-charger, Ms Jill and Ms Elfa and last but not least, my partner, David. Oh never forgot my best buddy, Jia Hao who help me in doing posters and gather some of BL juniors to do the popping, and some of the performers and teachers who help to do the clean.
Once again THANK YOU Ms Jill, Ms Elfa, Ms Chia, Jia Hao, David and all my performers. Love you all man... Mucks... Haha...
