31 July 2006
I think I have treat the Sec 2 people too good and one of them scolded me for coming in to his class. He has broke my heart as I never bully him or do anything bad to him and this is how he treat me.
I treat all the Sec 2s are the same and I wish to have any return from like call them to buy things for me or what, I just want to have more friends in the school only. Some of the Sec 2 whom I know still quite close to me but I don't think they will close to any more as I going to leave the school.
luckily that I never treat the Sec 3 that good and only some of them, this will not hurt me. HaizZz...... I think when I leave the school, I will not think of them and I will not care about them anymore when I step into ITE.
I will try to forget those who dislike me and scolded me. When I go to ITE, I hope that I will not make a mistake because if I do again, I will be more hurt as my heart still haven't recover. Like one knife cut through the heart and when the heart still haven't recover, you go and cut through the heart again, this will be me feel more heart.
So I will remember myself not to repeat the mistake because I did not when I will be hurt again.
28 July 2006
My god son and me, friendship was very good like he is my real son like that, have alot of topics to talk about. I bring him around to play or go shopping. But this few days, I found out that me and him friendship was getting fade out from one's memory.
Now, I feel that me and him are stranger, nothing much to say. HaizZz...... But is good because I can force on my weaker subjects and able to get good grade to show to my teachers and my friends.
I hope that he will be a good and kind boy who I know.
07 July 2006
I hate myself why I cheated on my NAFA 2.4 Km run because my timing for 2.4 is 1650 min and my previous timing is 1408 min, it was pass but my PE teacher was not happy for the result so I must run again.
This next time round, I was no mood to run but I still force myself. As for first round, I jog but for second and third rounds, I keep stop worse still for third round, I stop for then 20-30 min. So I fail and I try to call my friend to change the timing for me. But in the end, it fail because we got by my PE teacher, Ms Tersea Lin.
She punish us to run 5 rounds of the three basketball courts, lucky is that she give us warning only and I seen that Ms Lin never scold me because she never face at me, only other five of us. I think that I got help her in TAF club and she know my attuide so...... But I tell her that I want to stop helping them to do the TAF but she say that this is two things. So she say alot of things until I cry out lah...... But is ok want. So I want to say to Ms Tersea Lin is that ' I SO SORRY ABOUT IT '
