29 March 2007
Today when I was on the way home from Bishan, my brain suddenly appear two voices were quarrelling will over with small matter and their topic was about a SIM card and cheating. I find it so weird and suddenly I feel so pain, like someone has hurt me.
This feeling was not good want and this two voices sound like my daughter and my son who were quarreling over something, this sound not present. May be I think too much.......
25 March 2007
HaizZz...... As time goes by, all my Sec 2s have been promoted to Sec 3s and they going to be NCOs. Now all my Sec 3s think that I'm a liar and only how break promise person because I promise them that I going to be CI after I graduated and until now I did not come back to be CI.
But I really never break my promise as I tell my OC, Mr Iszal that I want to be CI and he has inform the HQ but is the HQ reject my application. Is it that my rank never up to their standard or I not fit to be a CI. WHY!!! Why every thing that I want, I can't get it?
Now, I think all my Sec 3 were sure hate me never go back to teach them or they are happy that I never go back because they think I not fit to be to teach them. I still remember that when I go back for campfire, I was trying to entertainment but they say that I very noise and not like other of my squads, so quite. I was so hurt when they say this word and I just pretend anything happen but in my heart was so totally hurt like one knife poke into my heart. So painful......
21 March 2007
HaizZz...... What a sad news for all my sec 3 cadets or may be good news for some of them as I will not be their Cadet Inspector ( CI ) because I kana rejected by the NP HQ. All my plan is now wasted like a piece of shit, what a waste man.....
I don't understand why they want reject my application as Mayflower is going to drop the standard and I think I can push up the standard of the NP because I not the want who come after the title of the CI, I come back because I want to push up the standard of the NP as it was slack down or going worse.
But too bad kana reject that I can't push up the standard of NP, then I can't help out my school because I hear the news that Mayflower is going bad to worse.
12 March 2007
Oh my god..... Stress man..... I need to settle a lot of thing and complete every things in few days or few weeks. For example my Video Production shoot, I still haven't find any talents for my project. I was no mood to eat for my lunch as I scare my teacher will scold me or punish me, but my teacher never scold or punish me and he told me that the schedule can be change.
That he give me more time to complete my project, I quite happy to hear that. So I started replan my schedule and complete the things that I need.
11 March 2007
This year, all of my squad mates have been invited to for the campfire. So we were so happy to see the campfire that this year NCO squads organised, Jeremy and I went back to school and we saw some of the group in the canteen and parade square.
So Jeremy and I have decide to tour the whole school as this first my first time to do that, when we walk pass 3 Gallant classroom, I saw my god son, Jun Shen in the classroom change his sock. So I never went in or call him because they are rush time for their dinner, both of us never disturb them. After walking for few minutes, we went back to canteen and waiting for the rest of my squad mates to come.
After all of my squad mates have come, we have mini talk at the side of the canteen. After some snack, we have campfire with them. The campfire was very cold like peace, don't have the spirit of teamwork. All the squads never cheer, haizZz.... Never mind......
The fun part, when the campfire is over, all my squads started playing and chat with each other about their life in NP and we also started playing ice like throwing each other. We have lot of fun and joy to being together, like we still in the camp. I hope that all of us still can be friend in the future.
07 March 2007
Hi...... Long time update my blog as this few days I was very busy with my works and meeting. HaizZz....... This few days i can't have a good rest as I will busy with my video project because this project is to be done by the next Thursday, and I need to rush like a tiger, everyday must rush; never stop.
Although I need to rush my projects and have to attend a lot of meeting, I still like to be in school and this campus, as I say earlier, this is course that I want and I feel happy to in this course and happy to be busy but it is too stress! I can't believe that I can cope it and I still can complete all the task that is given. Wow! I so proud of myself. Hehe......
As for my class, PV0701A, I still quite happy to be in this class as there are a lot of kind teachers and some good friends.
