12 October 2007
Today my crew members were having our shoot at my house and we about to wrap our shoot, Geng Tao call me to tell me that Jun Shen want to commit suicide because his aunt find out that he no test paper.
I was so worry until I can't continue my shoot and I got to rush my crew members to finish up the last scene so that I can rush down to find, my heart was going to pop out when this news broke off. Lucky all my crew members were so good that they hurry wrap up and so that I am able to rush down and see him.
When I reach the church where he were with his friends, I saw he like blaming himself and keep praying to god that what he did. My heart was totally gone when he did that because I never saw him keep blaming himself as he quite a cheerful person that what I know. This what I know it will happen when I graduated from Mayflower because I can't always be there with him.
After two years to bear his aunt's anger to him, finally he burst his anger.
Luckily he never went to commit suicide and he listen to opinion from people in the church and he become more cheerful and I can put down my heart but I still abit worry when he say he is going home because I don't know what will happen to him.
