01 October 2007
I saw him online in MSN, so I wanted to chat with him but when I saw his personal nick which appear in the window, he wrote a sentences that make me weird and is what he wrote, " I took the wrong step.. i said the wrong things.. i did the wrong stuff.. but now is the TIME to change and START ANEW!!"
What does he mean that he took wrong step or say wrong things or did wrong stuff? Is this true? In my heart, does he do wrong things that he don't wish to tell me or because that I didn't care about him? WHY? Is not fit to be his god father? Is it true? Or is it when he need me but I not around? Or this is a secret that I can't know? WHY? WHY? WHY? Or may be I too busy with my projects and I forgotten him? Tell me WHY?
Is it I'm at fault? Never care about him, only know how to care for elder daugther. What a failure man !!!! Or may be I should not step into his life? Is it because of me that he step wrong step? Should I leave him alone and let the time and world to change him? Should I? Or should I ask him or care about him? Should I? Give me a answer ! Give me a answer !
Hope that someone can tell me a answer.......... :'( :'( :'( :'(
