18 July 2007
I notice that all my seniors are trying to keep away from me, don't wish to talk to me like I very noisy. I know that some time I very noise or like to act cute as I not cute at all but this is how I make friends.
This feeling kept inside my heart quite a long time even in secondary I really can't get along with my seniors. Even my seminar team also trying to avoid me, I know that I'm the only juniors among them as they already around 18 years old or 19 years old then they don't wish to talk to me after the seminar.
I know that I very stupid, idiot, brainless and no one like you want, ANG JUN RONG, ALEX........ You are fool man...... Still want to be a star, you better eat shit man... no one will support you want..... Hopeless man... Even your peers will treat you like that want....Avoid you man.....