22 April 2007
I find out that after school reopen for few days, my friends have been snatch away and they don't want talk to me or have lunch with me. Suddenly felt very lonely like back to primary school time, no friend at all. Just a few friends, just a handful of them.
Is it just because quarrel with the senior student that all my friends have went to him and not even a true friend. Why must be like that...... Is it my fault to do two projects at one time. Or I become class chairperson, then no one like me. I have this feeling that I going to have no in my friends because all of them hate me.
I know that I was quite fierce when I was class chairperson because I will scolding or shout at my class, but this is just want to help the lecturers so that they can continue teach us. They think I like to shout at them, my throat will feel hurt, I also don't like to shout at class because I know that they will think have me the right.
HaizZz..... Is okay for I don't have much friends around me because they think I not friendly perosn, but I prove to them I will not shout at them and I will control my volume of my voice so that they will not think I'm so unreasonable person.
