16 February 2007
Today I went back to visit my teachers as it is Lunar New Year celebration but before I go back, I was having NAFA test in the morning and when I went back, it was quite late. So before I go back Mayflower, I went to meet with my god children at Ang Mo Kio Primary as most of us are from that primary school.
When I reach the bus stop, I called my god daughter to come out meet me at the bus top after their visited. After few mintues of waiting, my god son came out and I felt very strange that when I saw him, I feel that he is not my god son and he another person that I never meet before. After going back to Mayflower, all of us went to have lunch at the nearby coffee shop and after eating, my god son want to go my house.
After few hours of staying at my house, I find that I can't have the feeling that I normally have before I graduated from Mayflower. Like this feeling is really very bad because my other two god daugthers don't have this feeling and my sense telling me that he is not my god son like another person. Feel so weird man......
This feeling can't telling from my mouth is from deep heart, as I never have this feeling before. Is it that he have change until I can't have the feeling with him or I too long never saw him and talk to him? I felt a bit sad that why I have this weird feeling....... :'( :'( :'(
