22 November 2009
After one month of staying in SICU, my father still have not recover from the illness and some how getting worse. My whole family and including my relatives were worry about him when he can be discharge from SICU as it will getting worse if he continue staying SICU.
Some of his brothers feel like giving up on him of getting treatment but I don't think this way because if there is any slim percent of surviving, I will not give up. Because of this problem, I have to give up a very good opportunity of going oversea for attachment as normally the oversea attachment need to have a high GPA but not for this.
Although a bit pity but my father's health is much more important. In life, some time you need to give up such good opportunity. So I wouldn't blame anyone because this is still my choice of choosing.
Hoping my father would recover soon.
18 November 2009
This few days, I was feeling very helpless and useless as some problem have occur in my family. Really very tired... Feel like taking some days off and doing nothing at home but this will never happen as I have plenty of work to do and problem need to solve.
This whole month was a busy as my father still admitted to hospital and have not discharge yet. I really need someone to lend me their shoulder to rely on, I need someone to comfort me when I'm feeling low. When this can be gone far away from me. What can I do now! What can I do now! What can I do now!!!....
I now praying very hard let to the bad luck can be chase away and let the good and good fortune to come along with me... What can I do now is keep on learn new songs so that I can keep away my stress and unhappiness...
30 October 2009
Hei hei ho ho... Today feel that I'm a superman, fly here and there. After my lesson, I need to rush down to my god sister's workshop to collect my van and also need to rush back to school for the SA General Meeting. HaizZz... Busy man...
When I reach my first destination is my god sister's father workshop. When I see the bill, lucky the repair fee is not that high because the workshop that I go to is my god sister's father one so yah... Haha... No lah... Is the replace of the van part is second hand so the repair fee will be cheap... Hehe...
After collecting the van, I went to my second destination which is my piano centre where learn and practice my piano. Got to brush up my piano because the notes is getting difficult and is not easy to play, need more practice because there is one sentence "practice make prefect". Haha...
Before rushing back to school for my SA General Meeting, I went to food court to buy some kueh because need some food to fill up my stomach. Haha... Finally the "superman" reach his last destination that is the ITE College East Lecture room.
27 October 2009
What the hell hell... What a unlucky day man!!! After returning my rental car to my friend and driving my father's van to hospital with my mum, I met a minor car accidental. Accidentally hit into the front lorry's bumper as I not use to it after changing from car to van.
Oh my goodness... This is my first time bang into another people lorry until my head cover drop. I almost freak out, lucky got my mum with me if not, I will be in deep trouble man... Lucky the knock was not serious for the opposite but the driver seen to be very angry and keep say that he want sue us.
HaizZz... Need to spend a lump sum of money to do the repair of the van. Sad sia...
23 October 2009
Hei Hei Ho Ho... Haha... Although my father is still hospitalize but because I have rented the car for the gathering so I decided to carry on with my plan as my father is still quite stable.
After meeting each other around my house area, we decided to have some supper before our outing. We drive all the way to Marine barrage to take a look of the night view of the Marine Barrage as we did not been there before. At there we took some photo, let take a look of some photo which I post...
22 October 2009
Today is not a really happy day for me as my father has admitted to hospital and is very serious, I was totally no mood in school and my mind was think about my father what has happen to him although both of us did not talk much at home.
But I still feel like show solicitude for him because no matter what he is still my father and as a human being, still have some feeling to care about him... Some more today I have plan to rent a car for my weekend use and send my parents to airport as they plan to go oversea but because of my father has admitted to hospital so the trip has been cancelled.
Although my rented car can't be cancel but still be able to use it so after my school, I went to meet my friend, Edwin to fetch my rented from my another friend also call Alex. Haha... As Alex help me to rent the car. After taking the car, we went to Woodland area to send Alex home and Edwin and I went to have dinner on our own.
After my dinner, hear from my mum that my father is quite serious, so I hurry up drive my car down to hospital to see what happen. After visiting my father, I was drive on the way, my tear start to drop and my mum ask me to relax cause scare my asthma will come.
After reaching home not long, the hospital staff nurse inform us that my father has been transfer to ICU for further observe. We were shock to hear this so plan that tomorrow morning went there to take a look and see what had happen to my father.
21 October 2009
Sitting outing room T05-23, thinking of my previous course, DAVP, suddenly my brain flash out all the happy and unhappy memory. Got one image is about the hard and tear of doing the final year project.
That was my bad memory of doing final year project because my director and I have different working style, every time we have some meeting to discuses about our project, my director and I will still to quarrel but normally I will be the lose end because my teacher-in-charger like his way of working so I will get the scolding and I still remember that while doing the final project, I nearly can't graduate from my course.
Thinking of that moment, my tear start to roll in my eyes and I start hold it so that I wouldn't let other that I weak or what.
Time have past long but my heart have that scar and it need to recover, may be when I left this school will recover or may be even left this world will recover. But life is like that, must have some problem hurt that you will know how to live properly.
11 September 2009
Yeah yeah yeah.... Today is NPCC Farewell Night 2009 and most of the seniors are invited too... I have not been invited after my brother's farewell night. I was surprise that I was been invited to this NPCC Farewell Night.
At first, I was thinking that most of my friends will be going for this event but only guys went to this event because most of the girls are busy with their studies. HaizZz... Sad man... But we still have fun at the event with them...
After the Farewell Night, few of us went pub to take some drinks and also contiune our talk about school and memory in NPCC...
10 August 2009
Yeah yeah yeah... Today is a public holiday and though that it would be a boring again but my class 4B has a mini class gathering or I can say is clique gathering because most of the people who came are my clique people.
We went to Sakae Sushi to have our lunch buffet at Vivo City... Long time never eat at Sakua Sushi lunch buffet because eating at Sakae Sushi is very expensive. After our lunch, we went for a walk at Vivo City. After few rounds of walk at Vivo City, some of my friends need to went back home or go back army for report.
So Yiwen, Kailin, Kenneth Yap and I went to Orchard road for a walk and we decide to take a drink after long distance walk at Vivo City and Orchard. While we having a drink, we also talk about the past memory that we have...
Long time never have a chat with them... Hope that next time we can have a chat again...
